circl3s

circl3s:

thesidewalkstops:

circl3s:

thesidewalkstops:

circl3s:

I’d like to know why.

What would you like to know?

What you mean by you can breathe again..

I have no worries anymore. No stress. Everything falls together, and pain fades. A weight has been lifted. Seeing the name from…

Im glad youre good

Are you? Because I DO still care about how you feel.

Colorado Sunrise - 3Oh!3

And if I had something to say to you, I’d whisper it softly
Kiss you on your rosey lips and never let you off me
Shiver on our roof and see your face lit by starlight
Hold you through the night and watch that Colorado sunrise

I’ve got five fingers on each hand for every mistake that I’ve made
‘Cause my tongue is tied to tonsils and I need to shit and shave
I’m a shade too pale for handsome and have habits I can’t shake
But if you try to take that from me, well I’ll never be the same

Trainwreck that I am
And I am what I am what I am
What I am a trainwreck that I am
And I am what I am what I am
What I am a trainwreck

And as long as it’s okay with you, I think I’ll stay right here
I got no where to go ‘cause where to go is up to you dear
Happy as a clam, I see the glimmer in your eyes
Hold you through the night and watch that Colorado sunrise

I got no car and never cared because I got no place to go live in
A room, a single wall, I couldn’t pay a plant to grow
You can try and make this pretty pick up all my dirty clothes
And if you never really get me then I guess you’ll never know the

Trainwreck that I am
And I am what I am what I am
What I am a trainwreck that I am
And I am what I am what I am
What I am a trainwreck

Seven

Seven months of hell.
Ive lived in the land of magma and brimstone for what feels like years,
But its only been seven months.
And the fires burned out into
A capacious room
Full of nothing.
Nothing.
Such a powerful word, right?
Just as powerful as everything.
Everything.
Thats what I felt…everything.
I felt it all.
All shades, from violet to red.
YOU had the power to do that to me.
Are you a god?
You seem to be,
With the power to manipulate emotions into every form they can take…
And you dont even try.
It was through you that I found me.
A rowdy boy with nads as big as goliath,
yet too scared to face myself
For fear of finishing the act.
Homicide?
Suicide?
I didnt know which to pick or ponder on.
Ive fucked up every nigga whos been naggin me, judging and attacking me in the past seven months…
Because I’m a warrior and you were my queen;
The thought in my every dream.
But I lost you so long ago
And lost who I was
Or should be, really.
But that doesn’t matter now,
For your time passed
Like a clock ever ticking,
Counting down the minutes and hours
And days and weeks
And months.
The neverending clock has stopped, and your era has ended.
You, no longer my queen.
I, no longer your warrior.
I fight only for myself.

Because I’m free
thesidewalkstops

thesidewalkstops:

circl3s:

thesidewalkstops:

circl3s:

I’d like to know why.

What would you like to know?

What you mean by you can breathe again..

I have no worries anymore. No stress. Everything falls together, and pain fades. A weight has been lifted. Seeing the name from my recent past doesnt fill me with dread, but a feeling of calm acceptance of the inevitable. Life goes on, babygirl…with or without you.

That may have sounded harsh, but it wasnt meant to be. Its just…I’ve accepted that youre gone forever, and I’m feeling good.